God's grace and communication:
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December 1999 - March 2000 marked a new beginning for Julien in an Ashram in India. Here, Julien cultivated prayer and meditation, and he experienced a mysterious spiritual communication.  
  Julien saw that there was something he needed to understand, which happened through sightings, pictures or even movies running in front of his eyes. It was very vibrant and real.  
  Initially, Julien very much doubted her spiritual experiences. After a while, however, he knew that it was the Lord who was behind when Julien was taught to himself, his fellow human beings, and the world. He was looked upon with an unbelievable love, insight and wisdom that he had never thought possible to experience - and he was deeply and deeply cleansed.
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In the cleansing, Julien saw that God figuratively speaking with his finger illuminated a spot in his mind with great wisdom. There were no reproaches or rebuke from God.   Instead, it was like a fire or a great lamp shining on some debris, after which projections, introjections, old thought patterns, feelings or childhood experiences or experiences in adulthood came forth from the unconscious and viewed through the almighty love of God. He made Julien look at things through His eyes and with His love, which was heartbreaking.
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For days and months, Julien was turned around and he saw himself crystal clear and wept bitterly as he experienced God's love reflected in his own.  
  It was God's grace that Julien experienced here, to be allowed to look at her sins, shortcomings and lack of love for herself. But being allowed to look at oneself through God's glasses or love is also very painful, for God is omniscient about every thought, word and action, every sin, one's lack of love and where one has not loved oneself.
  But the purifications also led God to teach Julien the divine all-embracing and boundless love, which led to great conversion and spiritual growth at Julien, which ended with him one morning hearing the words from his heart "I AM."
   Then he was in pure being, in his eternal formless self - the true I.

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In April 2000, Julien was back home in Denmark after visiting India. He was in an ocean of love, peace and happiness.    
  "I felt like the luckiest and happiest person in the world."  
  The gates of heaven were wide open.  
  Julien was in deep peace and tranquility and he had a deep inner clarity and a great love for all. He was in pure being, in the true self - I AM.

The true self is our eternal self formless reality: Being is boundless love, boundless wisdom, boundless bliss and an infinitely deep peace. It is just the opposite of our false self - ego mind.

At home, Julien continued with prayer and meditation, and he had developed spiritual clarity and clear hearing. Often, he was visited by divine figures, including Jesus Christ and masters, and his teaching continued unabated.  
  Julienwas  still showed his sinners, his own and other people's lack of charity. It was often very painful to get some of these insights. But equally painful were the subsequent cleansings in which he wept heartbreakingly.
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Around 2005, communication changed from God to Julien. Daily he began to receive small prophetic messages.  
  "Your hearing is unique," God told Julien, also letting him understand that God loved him.  
   Each day, Julien wrote two or three A4 pages with messages from God about his own future, his children, past lives, his parents, friends and colleagues.  
  There were no topics that were taboo, every relationship Julien had been in was highlighted. Everything was turned around, everything was revealed and exhibited and now on a deeper level: His own love, sins and reactions or lack of the same were revealed just as his family, friends and colleagues' lack of love, sins and reactions were revealed and explained.  
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These were hard things that were revealed and exhibited. It was very ugly, but very insightful and instructive. At the same time, God let Julien understand that he had a duty of secrecy. Because there were many things that people in his environment were not ready to face yet.  
  God also understood that they had their free will and it should be respected.

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2005 - 2011 Julien experienced that in those years he was again in the crucible of God, where he went through test after test, at the same time as he was taught about the true self - I AM and the false self - the ego-mind.
  It was no easy task. There were unsuccessful tests and serious reprimands. All seen through God's loving mirror, and over and over, Julien had to go through purifications, repentances, and spiritual growth. There were times when Julien felt that God did not love him.
   It was hard.  
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In 2011, after Julien had been tried for years, received teaching, purified, and allowed to write small prophetic messages, God let him understand that he was now going to write books.
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Julien has the last approx. 10 years received messages from God. "Why He just chose me, I don't know? I never imagined God would use me."

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